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hillerska-official · 5 months ago

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I love having OCD. I love having insane panic attacks about insane things my brain makes up that cause me so much anxiety I nearly throw up. I love trying to relax after a long day of work and ending up locked in the bathroom in my minimal spare time trying to remember how to breathe. Because my brain made something up and told me to panic like it was real. I'm having such a fun time.

#its fucking impossible to get in to see my therapist rn and its so frustrating cause like #i could go elsewhere and get appointments easier but my therapist is REALLY good soooooo #im just here like uhmmm. if anyone has a 5pm maitenance appointment they wanna drop me this month. i am having the worst anxiety since....#honestly since a couple year ago when we tried to get me off my antidepressant cause i felt like it wasnt working.#ten milligrams down had me in shambles lmfao #anyways next time i go into my doctor who prescribes for me im gonna talk to her more abt doses like #idk if i can go up on what im on but maybe something else would be better for me after...#over a decade on my current medication.#anyways #vent #personal #anxiety #ocd #tw panic attack mention #mental illness #not yr

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